Hey I won't be in today
I've got problems distinguishing what is real
And overwhelming existential thoughts
Say, you ever wonder what's the right way to think about it all
Cause when I try I don't know, it's always the same spiral that lands on too weird
Can it be
Happening
Life, the strangest dream I ever had
Alone wandering the absurd and the mad
Everything is so bizzare and here I'm cognizant, it's surreal
The oddity of thinking thoughts and how profound emotions feel
I can't accept this plane
Of being it's insane
Crushing weight of sentience
Are we all one and perspective the mental walls
Or am I deranged and imagining it all
What does it mean to be a human being
Is it when you're wearing jeans, or going jogging
What does it mean to be a human being
Is it reading magazines, or getting coffee
Feel as if it's like im floating constantly
No connection holds me to reality
Far away, I'm distant from the life I lead
Second hand experience I don't believe
Life, the strangest dream I ever had
Slipping further from a state of normalcy
Constantly alarming thoughts that torment me
Cortisol and adrenaline have hit warp speed
Could it be a series of false memories
Alone wandering the absurd and the mad
You're gonna find a way
There'll be a better day
I don't know anymore
Sick of thinking about all this bullshit
It's always too damn loud in my head
In my head seems to be where I live.. fuck
Hey you won't see me again
I've no longer got the strength to deal
With all these existential thoughts
Say you ever wonder what's the best way if you wanna end it all
I'm just asking for a friend
Depersonalisation and feelings of unreality
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